Friday, October 06, 2006

LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL


I am walking down a tunnel. Everything is dark. Afraid that i might hit something or make a wrong turn. Unsure if I am heading for the right direction. Exhaustion and anxiety is catching up on me. I'm suffocating , gasping for air, but still i keep on walking, looking for the way out. I know this would be a long tunnel ahead of me but still i go on, trying to find the light at the end of the tunnel. im not sure if i should make this hastily or should i take my time, one thing I'm sure though, it will be over as soon as i reach the end of the tunnel ...


...and then I woke up.

Spooky! I thought it was a near-death experience where I will see a light at the end of the tunnel. I can still remember the feeling of fear in there. That dream as fearful as it maybe, it left me pondering about its meaning. Im bothered. Im trying to connect my life right now to this dream. In a way I can see similarities, I can see connections. But then again Im not sure. Could this tunnel be metaphorically representing my life? Is the darkness of the tunnel represents my depression at the moment?And that my desire to see the light at the end of the tunnel is my desire to be happy again. Am I afraid that I might not see happiness again after a long while? One thing good though is that I keep on walking, finding for the light, finding for my happiness. Posted by Picasa

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