Ang Huling Taludtod

Dalawang taon o higit pa
Hindi ko na matantya
Kung gaano katagal na
Ikaw ay nagkakasala

Pilit mong pinaniwala
Na maayos pa at masaya
Sa likod ko pala
Ay mayroon ka ng iba

Bakit di mo ko kinausap?
Upang maayos pa ang lahat
Handa ko naman ayusin
Anuman naging kakulangan

Bakit ka nagdesisyon
Na bumuo ng bagong pamilya
Kasama ating mga anak
Yun lang wala ako sa eksena

Ngayon iniwan ko na ang lahat
Buhay , trabaho at pamilya sa Pinas
Upang magkasamasama sana muli
Bigla sasabihin sa akin
Na huli na ang lahat

Para akong pinagsakluban
Ng buong sangkatauhan
Naiwan akong luhaan
Ni hindi hinayaan makalaban

Tapos ngayon sasabihin mo
Tanggapin nalang ang lahat
Magmove on at palayain ka na
Hayaan kayong maging maligaya

Natural na reaksyon ay saktan ka
Gaya ng sakit na iyong pinadama
Pero pinili ko pa rin maging sibil
At sa inyo ay wag maningil

Hindi dahil ok lang ang lahat
O kayay pinatawad ko na kayo
Pinili ko lang maging mahinahon
Dahil ayokong bumaba sa level mo

Oo may mga pagkukulang ako
Na marahil nagtulak sa yo
Upang tanggalin sa puso
Ang pagmamahal na ipinangako

Nakalimutan mong magasawa tayo
Hindi magkasintahan lamang
Anumang prublema pinaguusapan
At sinosolusyunan

Hindi sagot ang hanapin sa iba
Anumang naging pagkukulang ko
Kada may mabigat na prublema
Hanap ng kapalit ang naiisip na una

Pagkakamaling noon ay nagawa na
Pero tinanggap pa rin kita
Naging bulag at naging tanga
Kaya ayan inulit mo pa.

Kahit sinasabi ng puso ko
Na piliin pa rin kita
Parang namanhid na ata ako
Ayoko ng magpaloko pa

Oo magmomove on na ako
Pero kasabay nun ay paglimot na
Sa lahat ng may kinalaman sa yo
Uunahin ko muna ang sarili ko

Nagising na ko sa katotohanan
Na dati pa pinapakita ng tadhana
Binabalewala ko lang dahil
Nagingibabaw ang pagmamahal.

Paalam sa yo
Hahanapin ko na
Ang tunay na para sa akin
Ito na ang huli kong taludtod

Tama na! by Darren Espanto

Nagsasawa na ata ako
Pinaghihintay mo nanaman ako
Nasa labas lang ng bahay mo
Naghihintay sa 'yo
Isa ba akong romantikong?
Nag aksaya ng oras sa iyo
Lagi nalang tinataguan mo
'Di naman naglalaro
Wala ka bang iniisip na iba?
Kasi parang hindi na rin kita nadarama
Unting unti nawawalan ng pag-asa
Pero lumalaban pa rin kahit wala na
Itigil na lang natin, baby
Hindi na yata okay 'to, hindi na pwede
Ayokong masaktan ulit
Ayoko nang lumuha pa't maging biktima
Itigil na lang natin, baby
Hindi ko na gusto nangyayari sa 'tin
Hindi na okay 'to, 'wag nating ayusin pa
Gusto ko nang mag-isa
Sorry na, pero paalam na, oh-no
Paulit-ulit nalang kasi
Sinasadya ba talaga
Parang ayaw mo nang magbago
Hindi naman kita niloko
Parang wala tayong pinagsamahan
Pagtapos ng lahat binalewala na
Wala ka ba talagang awa
Pa'no mo 'to nagawa?
Wala ka bang iniisip na iba?
Kasi parang hindi na rin kita nadarama
Unting unti nawawalan ng pag-asa
Pero lumalaban pa rin kahit wala na
Itigil na lang natin, baby
Hindi na yata okay 'to, hindi na pwede
Ayokong masaktan ulit
Ayoko nang lumuha pa't maging biktima
Itigil nalang natin, baby
Hindi ko na gusto nangyayari sa 'tin
Hindi na okay 'to, 'wag nating ayusin pa
Gusto ko nang mag-isa
Sorry na, pero paalam na
Paalam na, ayoko na
'Di na okay 'to tama na
Paalam na, ayoko na
'Di na okay 'to tama na
Paalam na, ayoko na
'Di na okay 'to tama na
Paalam na, ayoko na
'Di na okay 'to tama na
Itigil nalang natin, baby
Hindi na yata okay 'to hindi na pwede
Ayokong masaktan ulit
Ayoko nang lumuha pa't maging biktima
Itigil nalang natin, baby
Hindi ko na gusto nangyayari sa 'tin
Hindi na okay 'to, 'wag nating ayusin pa
Gusto ko nang mag-isa
Sorry na, pero paalam na

Stupid Love?

Sabi ng hangal na puso ko
Ikaw pa rin ang pinipili ko?
Ilan beses ng natalo
Maraming beses ng nabigo
Lagi ka na lang sumusuko
Sa tuwing hinahamon ang puso
Tiwala ko ay nawala na , oo
Pero bakit di ang pagmamahal ko
Sa kaibuturan ng puso
Puno pa rin ng pag-ibig sa yo
Di mapaliwanag ng lohiko
Di maarok ng isip ko
Sa paglipas ng panahon siguro
Matatauhan rin ako
Di ko hangad na suklian mo
Kung anuman ang pinapakita ko
Hangad ko lang na mapahayag sa yo
Na ako sa yo ay totoo

5 REASONS to stay with someone you love, even when it is HARD 1. IT WON’T BE HARD FOREVER Going through one of those tough phases in life can make you feel like it will last forever. When the days are running together because you are both upset with each other and stressed out, it often feels like a never-ending cycle of negativity. The important thing to remember during these times, though, is that it won't be like this forever. So during a hard time, try to remember that better times are coming soon between you two. In fact, you can even look back at old pictures and videos of the two of you to remember the good times. Your SOULMATE is always WORTH FIGHTING FOR, so stick it out. 2. ENDING THINGS MAY BE EASY, BUT IT IS NOT COMMITMENT Sure, right now, if you are frustrated and feeling upset with the one you love, you could be thinking you want to end it. But do you really want that? In a long-term relationship, the decision to end things shouldn't be so abrupt. If you've put this much time and effort and energy into it, it's likely you could put a little more time, effort, and energy into it and work on improving your relationship. Not only that, but you may realize you didn't want to end it. And if you end things before you realize that, you'll have caused irreparable damage to your relationship. Instead of jumping to a breakup, spend some time with your partner talking about how the two of you can make it work, together. 3. THERE IS DEPTH IN LONG-TERM LOVE It may not seem like it right now, but there is a silver lining in everything you are going through. If you and your partner can get through this, there's no limit to the things you'll be able to work through in the future. Don't give up too soon. 4. SOMEONE NEW WON’T FULFILL YOU Although right now, during the hard time, you may be wondering if there is someone better out there for you, the probability of that is pretty low — especially if you've already been with someone (your current partner) who you feel like is your true soulmate. You may be toying with the idea of a new person because it feels so hard with your current partner, but the truth is, someone new will only keep you happy for a short time. A lot of times, the problems we experience in relationships are reflections of ourselves, so it's not unlikely that you'll have the exact same problems with another person. And with them, you won't have the history and love built up like you do with your current partner. So instead of looking for something new, look to improve what you already have. 5. LOVE IS A DECISION At the end of the day, love is a decision you have to make again and again. Although we all have this very romantic idea of falling in love with one person and having it last forever, it takes work. For some couples, it might not be hard work, but it is the decision to get up and love your partner every day. One of the best reasons to stay with the person you love is because, well, you love them! The arguments and fights and hard times don't make your relationship; your love does. And it's very likely you'll be happier in the long-term if you decide to stay. Although relationships aren't always rainbows and sunshine like we would like them to be, there are many wonderful features to them that make them worth fighting for. So if you think you've really found “THE ONE” don't let a hard time in your relationship be what defines it. Instead, work on it to build an even better relationship with the one you love in the future.

Parently Love

I heard a terrible news about a friend's mom battling a stage 3 cancer. She's currently abroad and has to immediately go back home to be with her mother. She just found out that the doctors gave her mom 6 months the most to live. It's really heartbreaking. I believe in miracles and I pray that my friend will be strong enough to face whatever be the outcome of this battle. I suddenly realize how helpless my father will be in a similar scenario. The more I am more determined now to reset my life since my wife dont want me anymore in her life, I will focus my life now to my father and my kids. I have to prepare for this.

Vanity

Why bother change your looks? Make your nose more pointed Make your skin toner Why be conscious about your mommy belly? It is a proof that you've endured the sacrifices of motherhood Why be conscious of the flaws in your body brought by age? Everyone will soon wither. Whenever I touches you its the younger you that I feel. The one I fell in love with many years ago. Whenever I caresses you I don't see the flaws you think you have but the perfect person I accepted and promised to love a long time ago. It's not the way you look, it's the way I see you.

It's Time To Move On

Akala ko mabubuo ko pa ang pamilya ko. Iniwan ko lahat sa Pinas na umaasang may dadatnan akong buong pamilya dito sa Japan. Matagal na palang wasak ang inaasam kong pamilya . Hindi na kayang ayusin ang lamat na nabuo sa pagitan naming magasawa. Wala palang saysay ang mga sinakripisyo ko makarating lang ulit dito. Ginawa ko na ang lahat para maayos to pero paulit ulit lang ako pinaasa na may pagasa pang mabuo ulit. Papasok na naman ako sa panibagong yugto ng buhay ko. Nadaanan ko na to nung unang beses ako mapagtaksilan. Depression. Nakakapanlumo, nakakapanghina, parang ayoko na mabuhay sa mundo. Parang gusto ko na wakasan ang buhay ko. Nagkamali ako sa mga naging desisyon ko. Nagkamali ako sa babaeng piniling mahalin. Iniisip ko lang ang mga anak ko at si Papa. Sila na lang ang sandigan ko ngayon para makabangon muli. Sana ay bigyan pa ko ng lakas ng loob at tibay ng damdamin na kayanin lahat to. Nalagpasan ko na to dati. Alam kong kakayanin ko to. Salamat na lang sa lahat ng magandang alaala. Oras na para ayusin ko ang sarili kong buhay na hindi inuuna ang sa yo.